My crush is gay.. *sigh*

Posted on August 8, 2008 under Life as it is...

I was watching the volleyball team (CS) and then I saw my cutie crush. He was actually playing too. And I was staring at him the whole time. Then he stumbled when he tried to get the ball. But when he stood up.. I was so shocked. He moved not the way a man is suppose to move. He is gay. And I was literally stunned. Why do cute guys right now are either unavailable or gay.

Anyways.. I have to tell you a weirdly personal thing because I can’t contain it anymore. I have this chatmate and he’s from Australia. And I super like him. And worse, I might be falling for him. He is asking me to marry him. What should I do? He’s nice and everything. I do like him a lot. I’ve been thinking about him the whole night. I think I’m going to marry him. I do like him a lot and I won’t let any girl take him away from me. If he comes to my country, then we’ll see…