welcome to my life

It’s 11:52 PM and I just can’t sleep. I was all night awake and thinking about my life. Its gone pretty well. But I’m so freakin’ out with my future. What if I don’t succeed? or what if I end up marrying a loser and that would make my life really miserable. I was on at stickam.com but I found the site useless and senseless. Why would anybody want to date someone online? Why can’t we date in a more personal way?

Anyways, the thesis is going pretty good. We finished the milestone set for the day. So, we’re not really pressured. But the defense will be in about 2 months. And so we have to finish the whole thing before the judgment day.

I know it’s stupid talking about love life. But so what. I saw my crush at lunch today. He is so HOT! But as I approached him, I saw him with a laptop and on it is his friendster profile account. And it’s gross. He had a picture of himself there. As if!

And then a cute guy approached me after I finished putting the charity stuff I gave to the typhoon victims. And he said "Hi". And its weird. Because most cute guys don’t exactly look at me and say "Hi". I wish I could meet him back and ask him to marry me. Just kidding. But I wasn’t able to reply because I was busy looking at his cute face. Oh gush!

I hate going online with my YM. Because there’s this guy who keeps on budging me. And he’s not exactly what I call cute.  He keeps on annoying me. As if i’ll be impressed. 

Oh gush, I almost forgot. Don’t you know I was stupidly nominated for the "Most Outstanding Student" in Ateneo? And it’s super hypocrytical. The whole process is full of idiocrisy. Why in the world would anybody have to fight and compete to become the ‘Most Outstanding’. I mean, if they have to pick the "Most Outstanding Whatever", it’s supposed to be voted on and no more freakin’ interviews and requirements. But nonetheless, I feel flattered. But of course, I’m so sure I won’t win because the winner will be picked by the OSA director.

So that’s it.