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I feel stupid today. I can’t wait for the day I’ll finally move out of this place. I just hate this family so much. Everyone’s yelling at somebody. I hate my brothers and sisters and my friggn’ parents. I wish I could be invisible and forget this crap. I hate fighting. I can’t stop hating this stupid family. There are times that I wish I had another set of parents. Someone whose a lot sane and real and not hypocrites like my mom. Just hate her. I can’t stand the sight of her. Ever since I was a kid, I was always yelled at and unfortunately my confidence quickly deteriorated and to the point that I almost killed myself. I guess I started my attempted suicide when I was on my 4th grade. It’s stupid. But I wish I died that day and wasn’t caught in the act. I remember I have always been a topnotch girl and always have the highest grades. But I blame my friggin’ family for destroying it. I remember writing some stupid suicide letter. Living with this family always makes me hate myself. It makes me sick. That’s why I love hurting other people because this freakin’ family have hurt me and tortured me. I know it’s wrong to blame someone else. But the hell I care what’s wrong or right.

So there you have it. I spent the christmas at one of the most beautiful spots in the Philippines. Samal. It has white beach and very friendly people. We had fun in the sun. And the water’s perfect! I have always loved Samal since the first time I went there. It’s like a paradise or something. Just the perfect haven for a busy bee like me. Wish we could go back there sometimes. Then I had my nails done by my little sister. So now I have cute pink nails…

Here are some pictures taken during the trip.

Me With my pink nails. It’s not that clear though…

Smile for the camera. See how the water’s dripping over my shirt. Jeez…

Me, just goofing around…

My sisters playing in the water.

At my dad’s jeep. Waiting to arrive to Samal 

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