welcome to my life

I just HATE my family. I mean really really hate it. I’m desperately waiting for the day that I would finally move out and have my own life with no one telling me what to do. My sister doesn’t respect me anymore and so as my other brothers. Tomorrow is the day…. =) I’m so happy!

I’m a bit insane and wildly traumatic. I have always wondered why my love life sucks! Why can’t I find the perfect boyfriend? I am such a LOSER! I don’t even have a decent relationship. Almost all of my jowa only lasts for a month or just 2 days. It’s freakin’ sick! I get upset when people I like starts to like me and send me queer messages. It really bugs me off. What’s worse is that almost all of my exes had placed curses on me and wished that I’d end up being a spinster.I’m scared of being attached to someone. I know it’s stupid. Mmmm.. I know he’s somewhere out there.. hahha.. Emo mode….

Today, I realized that life isn’t permanent. Things that we value so much could lose its value. My classmate’s apartment was just burned down and we went there to console him. It’s a bit sad since his dog also died. They did not salvage anything. What they wear is their only possession.

I’m also bit sad with their current predicament. Good thing there are a lot of good souls in the world who are willing to help.
Anyway, I’ve got so many things to do, so little time. Yet I don’t wanna do those things because its just boring.